Career with nutritional immunology?

It was a wonderful week. Mooi Ang and I went to P. Pangkor, Genting Highlands and KL. Finally I can felt the holiday mood as I really enjoyed it very much. What makes me feel more worth is that I attended nutritional immunology trainings at KL. I had a wonderful class and learned a lot from Dr. Chen who is a scientist in studying and doing research about ways to cure cancers.

As the talk goes ‘prevention is better than cure’, she found out that since it is not easy to cure cancer (there are too many of them and it takes times figure out the antidotes). So, she believes that building up and strengthen our immune system is a better to overcome it.

The best thing about the it is that she managed to manufactured products without adding chemicals inside it. It is 100% safe and considered as food and not medicine. Do not get me wrong! I do not mean that medicine is not good. Yes, they do bring up efficiency but then it will spoil out liver indirectly. Some of them uses the drug to make us excited and focus but then it spoils our nervous system. In her explanations, the molecules of medicines are different with wholesome food. Once the molecules are different, surely some chemical reaction will occur in our body.

Of course, we can’t judge her from only what she speaks. So a bit background about her company, E. Excel. Her company is a big one and origin from U.S. It has a strong history and achievements in all over the world. She has been awarded a lot of praises from government from a number of countries based on her contributions in health. From years to years, she spends billions of dollars in the R & D. That makes the products are so special and always being updated.

I am totally amazed by her wide knowledge. But then, build up career with it is not easy. There are a lot of competitions and most of us are afraid when we heard about 'direct sales'. So, we'll see what will happen next. Anyway, I hope to share it with all my friends.

Photos have been uploaded in facebook.

calm after emo..

After emo for a period, i had finally calm myself. Or I should say I am tired of all those things. I'll face it with calm and take whatever things that going to happen with peace. Just take it as fate and not going to frustrate about it anymore. Perhaps I am just trying to let it go, not going to focus it too much. May be it is fate that it is not belongs to me. Anyway, thanks to ielane for not to ask it furthermore when I changed the topic of discussion in msn.

Other than that, I am happy that I get a satisfied result. It was my aim. But I am feeling sorry for friends that didn't achieve what they want. We should keep on working hard to reach our goal. There are plenty more to do to achieve the goals.

jz wana express what I feel..

She was sicked a few days ago. So, finally she went back home to rest. But she is going to go back the camp and train after she is recover. She thought that I am angry because of that. Tell you what, I am not really mad at that. Yes, it does let us feel that it is kinna disappointed when I can't visit her when she is sick. Actually I am really tired of telling her how things should be done. What I mean is about out relationship. How I feel. What she needs to do. Feeling like I am have dates with myslef. Single dates. Perhaps this is the real personality of both of us. The relationship is getting worse than before (before we really get togehter). Lesser contact and even the messages she sent were getting shorter and it took hours to reply. She does not aware sometimes I really do need her care. Feeling like I am nobody to her. She does not aware it. May be she feels that this is not a problem. But not to me. I cant bare with it.

It causes I had a really bad temper this few days. I can't concentrate on things I suppose to do. But not to her. She is ratoinal enough to do things. Guess that is the differences of the personality that start to break up the relationship we had. Everytime I think of this, it creates a great fear in my heart. Hey, I am a human. everytime I think about this, I cry. Cry because of the disappointment that I am having.

Everytime I blog up what I feel, it makes me feel better. But after I reread the blog, I fell like I am quite silly (after ielane told me). I am having doubt whether I should publish this.

p/s: sorry to whoever that I might accidentally offended this few days (due to my bad temper).

first day in camp (dedicated to my dear)

This is not the first day for me to be in a camp. But it is hers. Feeling moody whole day. Doing nothing but just keep online and wishing that she is free to chat. At least for a minute. It is understandable that once you're busy, nothing is going to be more important than that. As expected, she did not contact me and until the time when i went out to feed dogs.

A simple sms is really what I need in order to know that I have not been neglected. This kind of situation is obviously been expected since that day we've been together. She is a busy in all sorts of activities. She is responsible and has more sense than I do. It is a big advantage for her own personality but not in our relationship.

But still, she is the one I love. I'll try my best to be more considerable and hopefully she does not forget about me (it is hard to say). Anyway, wish her all the best in camp and hope that she is able to take care about herself. I miss her..

holidays~

A lot of things happened this few weeks. The most important one is that I've survive through my test. It is definitely something that I was worried about before this. But, I think that the result won't be as nice as I want. Anyway, I had succeeded right? At least for now. =)

I went to find my dear two times in four days. Most of my friends think that I'm too stick to her. But then, I am really miss her, especially she is going to a training camp for two weeks. Stupid debate circle. Ish.. I wish I am part of the member of that circle but the fact is that I am not, plus I am not really good in speaking, especially arguing. =p

Next, I've finally joined the investment plan. E.Excel.. No doubt that this is a really amazed products (after I've observed it for about four years). I've seen a lot of amazed things happened in the people around me. They are to be cured in a short period without really relying on the drugs. Hope that this is going to be a wise choice for me. The true for me is to gain money. =p I'm really short of money nowadays. Pokai..

For the family part, siblings and I are planning for the parents' retirement. Sigh, quite a lot of money is needed in order to make them retire. Really wish that they could have a peaceful life after they've retired. Be realistic, they are old and had passed the retirement age. May be this fact has motivated me to try to earn more money. At least I don't have to rely on them and burden them.

These are the photos that I've took during my birthday and other events that happened during the period that I did not update my blog:

perception of life

high commitment + high effort + low expectation = right perception of lifestyle?
Over days of efforts and struggles not to think about it. It has reach the upmost point that I am able to handle. I am really trying hard to avoid the disappoint and not to have high expectation. But it seems like nothing goes the way I wish it to be.I knew that it is not the responsible that neither one of us should carry. It is just the differences in the concept of living.
Final is just around the corner and meanwhile I am worrying something that I should have get rid of long time ago. Perhaps I am just over sensitive in all these that I faced currently. After all, those are just small little parts. Perhaps I am really sucks in holding this kind of relationship. I am tired of waiting and giving out everything.
Will it be better for me to change all these perceptions?

busy yet unmotivated lifesyle

It has been a while since i last blog. Continuous tests since cny had make the life seems dull and meaningless. Is that truly the lifestyle that has to face by each and everyone? Perhaps I am not suppose to follow the course I am studying now. Am I the only one who feel like this? Or there are others who are feeling the same way?

Whenever I am trying to look forward about my future, I am kinda feel like helpless. Cubicle lifestyle is definitely not the one I am desire for. But then what is the reason I chose this course at first? May be it is because it has a brighter future compare to others? am I being influenced by friends? Or it is because I do not have other choices? Sigh.

Being able to graduate successfully in four years time. That is my aim for now. Sounds easy huh? But it is another mountain that I have to climb. "Again, life is never easy. Blah blah blah..." That is what I had been told my lecturer last semester. He is right. If I really want to be success, I have to stay focus and strive for it. It is always easy to say but it need a lot of hard work to fulfill it.
Cheerio..

a night to remember

-240209-
This is the date that is going to be very meaningful for me and also for her. It was really unexpected that it happended so fast and smooth. At first, it was about the rose and the couple key chain. She received it with suprise. Thank God Woan Ying managed to deliver it on time. I owe u one. At night I had my first date with her, the special one. We had our dinner at Hidden Recipe and everything seems so nice that night. The atmosphere; meal; people around us, everything was so perfect. We had a great time chatting around. Then, we went to have a walk at the night market and Tesco. It was a wonderful night for me. We did not meet any coursemates or someone that we familiar with (may be just one or two people that we know). That was the only thing that I was a bit concerned about. After all, the relationship that we were having was still a big secret for others. Surely, we did not wish to let other people know about it.
After I sent her back to her hostel. My pal, Kt started to call and asked for the updates. After having all kinds of discussion, I decided to confess to her. It was one of the toughest phone calls that I had ever made. Of course, at the end, she accepted me. It was a memorable night fot both of us. =) Couple key chain ^^
a nite to rmb.. -140209-
p/s: special thanks to cp and kt for their advices and help.

happy chinese new year

Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Everyone is so anticipate about it. The atmosphere can easily be feel during the last lecture of the day. Even our lecture, Dr Azizah Omar is wearing 'tang zhuang' today. She is the greatest lecturer we have so far. She is nice and good in lecturing. But then when all come to the end, it is all depends on us-to fight and strive for our future.

Back to the topic of the day-cny. Honestly, i do not have any excitement about it. The most I feel great about it is that I can spend more time with my family. Really miss them a lot. Sadly, we cant gather together and have reunion dinner in this Chinese new year eve. Some of them have to cope with their work and own family. I understand about it. Just feel moody. I prefer having reunion dinner with them all. Have chats, play mahjong and jokes around. All I can say is that I love them so much. Strangely, I can express everything inside the blog. But personally, it is hard to speak it out. Perhaps it is because I am a male.(or may be that is just an excuse) =p

Secondly, there are a lot assignments and case studies to be done during this holiday. Overload!! I am going to bring back a lot of references books. But don't think that I can finish all of them. Try my best and let's see what I can really do. Damn depress about it! Especially I just get my result report. Sigh.. Is that the best I can do?

Come on, let's think more positive. The best thing about cny is I can enjoy variety food. Yea, that is the best thing ever! As a matter for fact, the feeling grew stronger and stronger after I stepped into my tertiary studies. After all, everyone show have fun rite? Gathering with group of friends is another fun thing i can think of. It surely will be fun to meet them all again. I am wondering whether anyone of them is going to bring back an extra person? So anticipate to know about it.

Hopefully, it will be a wonderful cny. By the way, GONG XI FA CAI!

p/s: going to miss all my friends in USM.

a wonderful weekend

It is 2am in the morning. I am still studying about my accounting course subject. Perhaps I should say I just started to study about it. I am really worry about my result because I am way behind the schedule, especially I am busy with the Chinese society currently.



Last weekend was the best weekend ever in USM. On Saturday, I went to Batu Ferringgi with my coursemates. It was the first trip that has been organised by the accounting society. Although the trip is just valid for the chineses, and some did complain that it is racism to organise such an activity. But I was really prefer they organise it by that way. Obviously not because I dislike other races, but it really brings more efficiency in strengthening the bond between the coursemates.



We played a lot of games there, includes 'mafia', 'cat and mouse', base games, tug of war, etc. It was really fun. The game that I like the most is the 'scissor stone cloth' (have no idea what they called it in English) that we played at the beach. All of us really enjoyed the time pretty much and get soaked wet. We were really having a wonderful time. That was also the time that we get to know each other better because we were splashing the sea water all over the place. That was the time that we all have no barriers among us. Really miss that moment very very much.



At night, we had barbecue. Then, we played card games. It was not the gamble things that you're thinking now. It is more like punishing someone that pick the biggest or lowest cards among us. We did a lot crazy things. The most memorable one was the 'safe kiss 'between Keanteng and Ben. Everyone was very sporting and did not care about the images of their own. Or I should say we were being real. We were enjoying our time. It is the memory that I ll keep in my mind for a very long period. For sure!!

coursemates plus seniors

all get soaked wet..
Sunday night was another memorable night for me. I went out to Irene house on noon to prepare for the party. The occasion is to strengthen the relationship between the group of organisers for the Entertainment Performance that I mentioned before in the previous blog. It was a tiring day but then everything was worth.

I was the MC for the ice breaking. Honestly. I was not worry about my presentation that night, but I was really worry that the atmosphere would went bad because everything is unpredictable, just like I am enjoying blogging nowadays. As usual, we played a lot of games that night, 'London Bridge', 'Birds moving away', 'step on you' etc. The bad news was that I was being forced to have a 'safe kiss' with one of my senior (don't feel nice to mention her name here). It was really embarrassed. What to do? Must be sporting wert. Zzz.. The worst thing was that I saw someone recorded it. Pretty scared if they post it out in the blog.

Everything went smooth that night. It was really wonderful but exhausting as well. I did not study at all the entire weekend. It is undeniable that I am worry about my studies now. But I will never forget about the great time I shared with my coursemates and fellow friends. Love you guys.

p/s: unable to upload any photo for now.

an awful day

"I don’t know what I want
So don’t ask me
Cause I’m still trying to figure it out
Don’t know what’s down this road
I’m just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down"

A place in this world by Taylor Swift

Today I did not attend the Business Law lesson. This is the second time I missed the class. Last time was because I went back for the weekend. Actually I am quite worry about that because I need to pass up the homework in two weeks time. I can only get the text book by next Thursday. I haven’t learn anything from that course yet. A bit nervous. Zzz..

An awful day. That is the only word I can think about to describe my day. I broke my mobile phone. (Actually, I am not sure when did I break it.) Now some of the keypads are not functioning. I can’t send any messages and can’t even call anyone that is not recorded in the phone book because the keypad ‘0’ is spoil! Hate Sony mobile phone!

At noon, I went to duty with my buddy. It was in fact an easy duty. We just sat there and walked around. This is an event to recruit stage performers for the ‘Entertainment Event' that is going to be held in the early march.

(going to upload some photo about this event soon)

After that, we went to Prangin Mall to shop for the Chinese New Year. It was quite fun to shop around and honestly, I think I am addicted to it. That makes me to have an aim for my future-to be a rich guy. =p

I received a phone call from my sister before I slept. We had some chat about my life. I can see that she is actually quite worry about me. She complained and advice me not to treat every single exam as the end of the day. That was true. I am always nervous and tension whenever the exam is around the corner. May be that is the main cause to burst up my blood pressure last time. Better do something before it is too late. Besides, she asked me to get myself a recorder so that I can get everything that the lecturer mentioned during lectures. Hmm, I am wondering will it be stir if I bring it during the lessons.

going back tomorrow

It is now 3.20 in the morning. I had just finished watching football match between Liverpool and Preston. Liverpool won 2-0. I really enjoy watching football matches with my brother. I enjoy having some beer with him when we are watching football matches. It makes me feel more relax. I really love to spend time with him. He is a great brother. But in fact, he was a bit drunk just now and went to sleep in the middle of the match. Perhaps he was really too exhausted. Let him take some rest, he still have to go back kl tomorrow.

Tonight i went out with sweeling and keanteng. We chatted a lot about our recent life. Seems like SL is enjoying her life nowadays. She is really having wonderful time with her Shaun. She did tell me before that they are going to get marry after her boyfriend graduate. Hopefully it is true. Can't wait for that day to arrive. =p Meanwhile, my buddy, KT is having some problems. It is not nice to mention anything about that in my blog as I have to respect his privacy. Hopefully everything is going to be alright for him.

Besides, I realized that I can't communicate by using English language fluently. Quite disappointed with myself. Rusted. Totally rusted. Time has become a constraint for me to brush up my English. Sigh. I can't think of what I really good at. I can't score good result, I can't do things right and I am a lazy person. Sad.

it is time to wake up

Tonight i went to have dinner with my family at Pizza Hut. The services were very terrible, just like expected. We waited so long for them to serve us. Luckily, my dad went to buy some nasi lemak from the siang malam. Guess what, we ate nasi lemak there. =p

Actually, I know that dad does not like to eat pizza. Or I should say he hates it. I can't remember well how many times I have seen this kind of situation, dad just cover the pizza with a lot of chili sauce and eat it. But he never complain when siblings and his grandchildren want to eat at there. Obviously. what he wants is all the people around him to be happy.

My lovely niece, QiQi

I had spent whole day playing online game. Yup, dota again. I think I had addicted a bit. So, it is really the time for me to wake up. To face my real life and destiny-study. Tomorrow will be the day I quit dota. It does not mean that I am going to stop playing forever. But I will definitely cut down the time to play the game. That is what I should do if I want to strive for my future.

I am going back on Sunday and only will be back during CNY. Before that, I have to face a mid term exam. Quite nervous about it because till now, I haven't get myself the text book. Hopefully I can get all the needed text book by next week and begin my plan.

I am feeling quite strange about myself today. Can't figure out why. Hopefully I will know the answer. But for now, I should stick to my plan.