Career with nutritional immunology?

It was a wonderful week. Mooi Ang and I went to P. Pangkor, Genting Highlands and KL. Finally I can felt the holiday mood as I really enjoyed it very much. What makes me feel more worth is that I attended nutritional immunology trainings at KL. I had a wonderful class and learned a lot from Dr. Chen who is a scientist in studying and doing research about ways to cure cancers.

As the talk goes ‘prevention is better than cure’, she found out that since it is not easy to cure cancer (there are too many of them and it takes times figure out the antidotes). So, she believes that building up and strengthen our immune system is a better to overcome it.

The best thing about the it is that she managed to manufactured products without adding chemicals inside it. It is 100% safe and considered as food and not medicine. Do not get me wrong! I do not mean that medicine is not good. Yes, they do bring up efficiency but then it will spoil out liver indirectly. Some of them uses the drug to make us excited and focus but then it spoils our nervous system. In her explanations, the molecules of medicines are different with wholesome food. Once the molecules are different, surely some chemical reaction will occur in our body.

Of course, we can’t judge her from only what she speaks. So a bit background about her company, E. Excel. Her company is a big one and origin from U.S. It has a strong history and achievements in all over the world. She has been awarded a lot of praises from government from a number of countries based on her contributions in health. From years to years, she spends billions of dollars in the R & D. That makes the products are so special and always being updated.

I am totally amazed by her wide knowledge. But then, build up career with it is not easy. There are a lot of competitions and most of us are afraid when we heard about 'direct sales'. So, we'll see what will happen next. Anyway, I hope to share it with all my friends.

Photos have been uploaded in facebook.

calm after emo..

After emo for a period, i had finally calm myself. Or I should say I am tired of all those things. I'll face it with calm and take whatever things that going to happen with peace. Just take it as fate and not going to frustrate about it anymore. Perhaps I am just trying to let it go, not going to focus it too much. May be it is fate that it is not belongs to me. Anyway, thanks to ielane for not to ask it furthermore when I changed the topic of discussion in msn.

Other than that, I am happy that I get a satisfied result. It was my aim. But I am feeling sorry for friends that didn't achieve what they want. We should keep on working hard to reach our goal. There are plenty more to do to achieve the goals.

jz wana express what I feel..

She was sicked a few days ago. So, finally she went back home to rest. But she is going to go back the camp and train after she is recover. She thought that I am angry because of that. Tell you what, I am not really mad at that. Yes, it does let us feel that it is kinna disappointed when I can't visit her when she is sick. Actually I am really tired of telling her how things should be done. What I mean is about out relationship. How I feel. What she needs to do. Feeling like I am have dates with myslef. Single dates. Perhaps this is the real personality of both of us. The relationship is getting worse than before (before we really get togehter). Lesser contact and even the messages she sent were getting shorter and it took hours to reply. She does not aware sometimes I really do need her care. Feeling like I am nobody to her. She does not aware it. May be she feels that this is not a problem. But not to me. I cant bare with it.

It causes I had a really bad temper this few days. I can't concentrate on things I suppose to do. But not to her. She is ratoinal enough to do things. Guess that is the differences of the personality that start to break up the relationship we had. Everytime I think of this, it creates a great fear in my heart. Hey, I am a human. everytime I think about this, I cry. Cry because of the disappointment that I am having.

Everytime I blog up what I feel, it makes me feel better. But after I reread the blog, I fell like I am quite silly (after ielane told me). I am having doubt whether I should publish this.

p/s: sorry to whoever that I might accidentally offended this few days (due to my bad temper).

first day in camp (dedicated to my dear)

This is not the first day for me to be in a camp. But it is hers. Feeling moody whole day. Doing nothing but just keep online and wishing that she is free to chat. At least for a minute. It is understandable that once you're busy, nothing is going to be more important than that. As expected, she did not contact me and until the time when i went out to feed dogs.

A simple sms is really what I need in order to know that I have not been neglected. This kind of situation is obviously been expected since that day we've been together. She is a busy in all sorts of activities. She is responsible and has more sense than I do. It is a big advantage for her own personality but not in our relationship.

But still, she is the one I love. I'll try my best to be more considerable and hopefully she does not forget about me (it is hard to say). Anyway, wish her all the best in camp and hope that she is able to take care about herself. I miss her..

holidays~

A lot of things happened this few weeks. The most important one is that I've survive through my test. It is definitely something that I was worried about before this. But, I think that the result won't be as nice as I want. Anyway, I had succeeded right? At least for now. =)

I went to find my dear two times in four days. Most of my friends think that I'm too stick to her. But then, I am really miss her, especially she is going to a training camp for two weeks. Stupid debate circle. Ish.. I wish I am part of the member of that circle but the fact is that I am not, plus I am not really good in speaking, especially arguing. =p

Next, I've finally joined the investment plan. E.Excel.. No doubt that this is a really amazed products (after I've observed it for about four years). I've seen a lot of amazed things happened in the people around me. They are to be cured in a short period without really relying on the drugs. Hope that this is going to be a wise choice for me. The true for me is to gain money. =p I'm really short of money nowadays. Pokai..

For the family part, siblings and I are planning for the parents' retirement. Sigh, quite a lot of money is needed in order to make them retire. Really wish that they could have a peaceful life after they've retired. Be realistic, they are old and had passed the retirement age. May be this fact has motivated me to try to earn more money. At least I don't have to rely on them and burden them.

These are the photos that I've took during my birthday and other events that happened during the period that I did not update my blog:

perception of life

high commitment + high effort + low expectation = right perception of lifestyle?
Over days of efforts and struggles not to think about it. It has reach the upmost point that I am able to handle. I am really trying hard to avoid the disappoint and not to have high expectation. But it seems like nothing goes the way I wish it to be.I knew that it is not the responsible that neither one of us should carry. It is just the differences in the concept of living.
Final is just around the corner and meanwhile I am worrying something that I should have get rid of long time ago. Perhaps I am just over sensitive in all these that I faced currently. After all, those are just small little parts. Perhaps I am really sucks in holding this kind of relationship. I am tired of waiting and giving out everything.
Will it be better for me to change all these perceptions?

busy yet unmotivated lifesyle

It has been a while since i last blog. Continuous tests since cny had make the life seems dull and meaningless. Is that truly the lifestyle that has to face by each and everyone? Perhaps I am not suppose to follow the course I am studying now. Am I the only one who feel like this? Or there are others who are feeling the same way?

Whenever I am trying to look forward about my future, I am kinda feel like helpless. Cubicle lifestyle is definitely not the one I am desire for. But then what is the reason I chose this course at first? May be it is because it has a brighter future compare to others? am I being influenced by friends? Or it is because I do not have other choices? Sigh.

Being able to graduate successfully in four years time. That is my aim for now. Sounds easy huh? But it is another mountain that I have to climb. "Again, life is never easy. Blah blah blah..." That is what I had been told my lecturer last semester. He is right. If I really want to be success, I have to stay focus and strive for it. It is always easy to say but it need a lot of hard work to fulfill it.
Cheerio..