Wednesday, January 21, 2009

happy chinese new year

Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Everyone is so anticipate about it. The atmosphere can easily be feel during the last lecture of the day. Even our lecture, Dr Azizah Omar is wearing 'tang zhuang' today. She is the greatest lecturer we have so far. She is nice and good in lecturing. But then when all come to the end, it is all depends on us-to fight and strive for our future.

Back to the topic of the day-cny. Honestly, i do not have any excitement about it. The most I feel great about it is that I can spend more time with my family. Really miss them a lot. Sadly, we cant gather together and have reunion dinner in this Chinese new year eve. Some of them have to cope with their work and own family. I understand about it. Just feel moody. I prefer having reunion dinner with them all. Have chats, play mahjong and jokes around. All I can say is that I love them so much. Strangely, I can express everything inside the blog. But personally, it is hard to speak it out. Perhaps it is because I am a male.(or may be that is just an excuse) =p

Secondly, there are a lot assignments and case studies to be done during this holiday. Overload!! I am going to bring back a lot of references books. But don't think that I can finish all of them. Try my best and let's see what I can really do. Damn depress about it! Especially I just get my result report. Sigh.. Is that the best I can do?

Come on, let's think more positive. The best thing about cny is I can enjoy variety food. Yea, that is the best thing ever! As a matter for fact, the feeling grew stronger and stronger after I stepped into my tertiary studies. After all, everyone show have fun rite? Gathering with group of friends is another fun thing i can think of. It surely will be fun to meet them all again. I am wondering whether anyone of them is going to bring back an extra person? So anticipate to know about it.

Hopefully, it will be a wonderful cny. By the way, GONG XI FA CAI!

p/s: going to miss all my friends in USM.

Monday, January 12, 2009

a wonderful weekend



It is 2am in the morning. I am still studying about my accounting course subject. Perhaps I should say I just started to study about it. I am really worry about my result because I am way behind the schedule, especially I am busy with the Chinese society currently.



Last weekend was the best weekend ever in USM. On Saturday, I went to Batu Ferringgi with my coursemates. It was the first trip that has been organised by the accounting society. Although the trip is just valid for the chineses, and some did complain that it is racism to organise such an activity. But I was really prefer they organise it by that way. Obviously not because I dislike other races, but it really brings more efficiency in strengthening the bond between the coursemates.



We played a lot of games there, includes 'mafia', 'cat and mouse', base games, tug of war, etc. It was really fun. The game that I like the most is the 'scissor stone cloth' (have no idea what they called it in English) that we played at the beach. All of us really enjoyed the time pretty much and get soaked wet. We were really having a wonderful time. That was also the time that we get to know each other better because we were splashing the sea water all over the place. That was the time that we all have no barriers among us. Really miss that moment very very much.



At night, we had barbecue. Then, we played card games. It was not the gamble things that you're thinking now. It is more like punishing someone that pick the biggest or lowest cards among us. We did a lot crazy things. The most memorable one was the 'safe kiss 'between Keanteng and Ben. Everyone was very sporting and did not care about the images of their own. Or I should say we were being real. We were enjoying our time. It is the memory that I ll keep in my mind for a very long period. For sure!!
coursemates plus seniors
all get soaked wet..
Sunday night was another memorable night for me. I went out to Irene house on noon to prepare for the party. The occasion is to strengthen the relationship between the group of organisers for the Entertainment Performance that I mentioned before in the previous blog. It was a tiring day but then everything was worth.

I was the MC for the ice breaking. Honestly. I was not worry about my presentation that night, but I was really worry that the atmosphere would went bad because everything is unpredictable, just like I am enjoying blogging nowadays. As usual, we played a lot of games that night, 'London Bridge', 'Birds moving away', 'step on you' etc. The bad news was that I was being forced to have a 'safe kiss' with one of my senior (don't feel nice to mention her name here). It was really embarrassed. What to do? Must be sporting wert. Zzz.. The worst thing was that I saw someone recorded it. Pretty scared if they post it out in the blog.

Everything went smooth that night. It was really wonderful but exhausting as well. I did not study at all the entire weekend. It is undeniable that I am worry about my studies now. But I will never forget about the great time I shared with my coursemates and fellow friends. Love you guys.

p/s: unable to upload any photo for now.

Friday, January 9, 2009

an awful day

"I don’t know what I want
So don’t ask me
Cause I’m still trying to figure it out
Don’t know what’s down this road
I’m just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down"

A place in this world by Taylor Swift

Today I did not attend the Business Law lesson. This is the second time I missed the class. Last time was because I went back for the weekend. Actually I am quite worry about that because I need to pass up the homework in two weeks time. I can only get the text book by next Thursday. I haven’t learn anything from that course yet. A bit nervous. Zzz..

An awful day. That is the only word I can think about to describe my day. I broke my mobile phone. (Actually, I am not sure when did I break it.) Now some of the keypads are not functioning. I can’t send any messages and can’t even call anyone that is not recorded in the phone book because the keypad ‘0’ is spoil! Hate Sony mobile phone!

At noon, I went to duty with my buddy. It was in fact an easy duty. We just sat there and walked around. This is an event to recruit stage performers for the ‘Entertainment Event' that is going to be held in the early march.

(going to upload some photo about this event soon)


After that, we went to Prangin Mall to shop for the Chinese New Year. It was quite fun to shop around and honestly, I think I am addicted to it. That makes me to have an aim for my future-to be a rich guy. =p

I received a phone call from my sister before I slept. We had some chat about my life. I can see that she is actually quite worry about me. She complained and advice me not to treat every single exam as the end of the day. That was true. I am always nervous and tension whenever the exam is around the corner. May be that is the main cause to burst up my blood pressure last time. Better do something before it is too late. Besides, she asked me to get myself a recorder so that I can get everything that the lecturer mentioned during lectures. Hmm, I am wondering will it be stir if I bring it during the lessons.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

going back tomorrow

It is now 3.20 in the morning. I had just finished watching football match between Liverpool and Preston. Liverpool won 2-0. I really enjoy watching football matches with my brother. I enjoy having some beer with him when we are watching football matches. It makes me feel more relax. I really love to spend time with him. He is a great brother. But in fact, he was a bit drunk just now and went to sleep in the middle of the match. Perhaps he was really too exhausted. Let him take some rest, he still have to go back kl tomorrow.

Tonight i went out with sweeling and keanteng. We chatted a lot about our recent life. Seems like SL is enjoying her life nowadays. She is really having wonderful time with her Shaun. She did tell me before that they are going to get marry after her boyfriend graduate. Hopefully it is true. Can't wait for that day to arrive. =p Meanwhile, my buddy, KT is having some problems. It is not nice to mention anything about that in my blog as I have to respect his privacy. Hopefully everything is going to be alright for him.

Besides, I realized that I can't communicate by using English language fluently. Quite disappointed with myself. Rusted. Totally rusted. Time has become a constraint for me to brush up my English. Sigh. I can't think of what I really good at. I can't score good result, I can't do things right and I am a lazy person. Sad.

Friday, January 2, 2009

it is time to wake up

Tonight i went to have dinner with my family at Pizza Hut. The services were very terrible, just like expected. We waited so long for them to serve us. Luckily, my dad went to buy some nasi lemak from the siang malam. Guess what, we ate nasi lemak there. =p

Actually, I know that dad does not like to eat pizza. Or I should say he hates it. I can't remember well how many times I have seen this kind of situation, dad just cover the pizza with a lot of chili sauce and eat it. But he never complain when siblings and his grandchildren want to eat at there. Obviously. what he wants is all the people around him to be happy.

My lovely niece, QiQi


I had spent whole day playing online game. Yup, dota again. I think I had addicted a bit. So, it is really the time for me to wake up. To face my real life and destiny-study. Tomorrow will be the day I quit dota. It does not mean that I am going to stop playing forever. But I will definitely cut down the time to play the game. That is what I should do if I want to strive for my future.

I am going back on Sunday and only will be back during CNY. Before that, I have to face a mid term exam. Quite nervous about it because till now, I haven't get myself the text book. Hopefully I can get all the needed text book by next week and begin my plan.

I am feeling quite strange about myself today. Can't figure out why. Hopefully I will know the answer. But for now, I should stick to my plan.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

boring count down~

It is 2009 now. Everything happens so fast. In a blink of an eye, it is new year and I am in the second semester.

Last night was really a lonely count down for me. I decided to come back to Taiping because most of my friends came back. What makes me more disappointed was that none of them went to count down. But it was already expected. I do not know whether it is a wise choice to come back and skip the Friday's class. All I know is that I am feeling lonely there.

As expected,my laptop is the one who accompany me welcomed the new year. Honestly, it has become my best pal since I entered university. I spend most of the time with it, in or out of the university. It will surely be a very tough time for me if it spoils in the future.

Anyway, I did have some great time back to USM. Yesterday, I took some pictures with my group members in Chinese society (li hua). Although I do not really know them very well, but they are really very nice and keen people. They are willing to help and assist without asking for any rewards. So, I decided to give them each a small present (belated Christmas's present) as a thankful gift. But I could not get any presents to Ah V and Xiang. Really sorry about it. I would like to thank LT for her help to wrap d presents as well. Actually I did try to wrap them myself, but they really look ugly. May be this is because I am a male. Wrapping present is just for girls. =p



ah-V, joel, me, irene, xiang

group members ^^


Around 2 something in the morning, I received a sms from Alien. That message really made me felt worry. It carried message that she was in a bar and drunk. I was totally shocked that time. I was scared that something bad might happened to her, may be because I watched too many TVB drama. =p What made me more nervous was I never received any more replies form her last night. Luckily, she was fine and everything was alright. She did apologize to me regarding to the sms but honestly I did not angry about her. Just worry perhaps.

It is a new year. Hope everything is going to go smoothly. It is a new beginning. Gambade!!

Sunday, December 28, 2008

First time

This is the first time I write in this blog. So i guess it is better for me to introduce myself. I'm Jien from Taiping, Perak, Malaysia. I'm currently 20 years old and studying in USM. For further information about me, please visit here.

5 days holiday is coming to an end. I'm going back to USM tomorrow. Strong homesick feeling is coming back again. I always have this type of feeling every time I am going back. Although USM is just near my hometown, but then I still pretty hate going back there. May be I really don't enjoy my lifestyle back into USM.

Busy lifestyle. That is what I really hate. Rushing to lectures, meetings and tutorials. Don't even have time to have enough rest. Pressure-my loyal and only friend is going to find me soon again. Sigh~ I have used a semester time to try to overcome all these. But obviously it does not work efficiently. Or may be it has getting worse. What should I really do? Tomorrow is a better day huh? I don't think so. My life is getting worse from day to day.

What caused all these? Terrible results? Homesick? Lack of friends? Or should I say mix up everything mentioned? I really wish everything is going to become smooth and well ASAP. sob..